
What an odd Halloween it has been.
My daughter had a friend over, so did I. A quiet evening at home…just like many of the others.
I’m sure my adult son is out with friends. I miss him.
I miss pre Covid days and I’m trying hard to extract the value of the Covid era.
I miss my littles and costumes and trick or treating and I miss working with littles.
Thank you to everyone who has shared fabulous pictures on Facebook, they were joy bringers.
I miss seeing my clients and connecting face to face.
I MISS MY PEOPLE. Waaah. I always try and remember not to “at least” people because I feel that diminishes the hurt they’re experiencing. I noticed that I kind of “at least” myself but right now I’m just gonna whine about it. I can be thankful and sad at the same time.
All that said…
I think if there was an emotion to feel today, I’ve felt it. 🤦♀️💯 Is it that damn mercury in retrograde or the upcoming election or Covid or my own personal thoughts?
I thought I was managing my stress but my body thought otherwise.
By evening, my busy mind caught up with me and I just felt ick and had a big ole nap.
Note to self…either deal with my feels or they deal with me.
Joy comes in the morning. Gratitude is here tonight….right along w my grumbles.