Super honest Sarah here…(like I know how to be any other way…)
Sometimes, I feel so close to the edge. Like incredibly alone, like I am on an island all by myself.
I know this isn’t a true story, I have a whole lot of friends and family that are all portions of my heart.
I just don’t have anyone in my head and heart experiencing what I am experiencing and I miss sharing that with someone who REALLY GETS ME.
I desperately want to see and be seen, accept and be accepted, love and be loved in the ways that matter. I don’t want to grow old alone. I know I will be okay if that’s the case; it’s just not what I pray for.
Sometimes it’s so daunting and scary. Sometimes I think about the parts of my life that I have invested into someone else and lost myself only to watch them go find exactly what I wasn’t to them and it sucks.
Sometimes I am impatient, especially with myself.
Feeling a teeny bit blech and trying to focus on the gratitude.
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I am a brave, worthy, loved by God, truly happy, whimsical, whole and surrendered woman basking in the warmth of God's sunshine....I am also an engaged and trusting Momma with the heart of a child! I am His child.
These truths remain yet I have to remind myself that THESE ARE MY TRUTHS and that means something entirely different to me than when I first was touched by these words.
Then, they were words and now, they have become words with life in them. Words I am doing my damndest to live out every day. I am now a single Momma, my Daddy has gone to Heaven and life looks different every day. None of my life's circumstances have changed the reality of who I am at my core and I think that's a really cool thing!
I am ecstatic to be writing again. I invite you to join me on this journey. I welcome feedback and conversational dialogue and I promise to be write straight from my heart because I that's the language I am most fluent in.
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